hello everyone.... -_-;

as i write this... i feel like throwing my computer to the side and throwing a big ol bitch tantrum. and i'll tell you why. i'm having major first world problems.

what are first world problems you ask? oh you know... like...



it all started LAST monday... i was getting ready to draw my softcore monday deviation but i wanted to get some stuff scanned to work on after. this is when i realized that my scanner...OR my computer wasn't working well.

because of it, i was so bummed out and depressed i decided to skip on softcore monday for the week.

i decided to work on other art to keep my mind off the fact that my stupid scanner was failing me. and when i started to work on my art for Artist Alley, i kept getting ominous signs telling me "not enough RAM" "cannot complete request" ....and i got depressed again. "fuck"

So... thankfully i had a spare 1GB memory stick thing that one of my friend's dad gave me. and i installed that shit like a baus. and although the increase in RAM showed up.... it was STILL not enough. The same errors.

it wasn't until Saturday, that i was able to sit down and back up ALL my shit into my external HD for safekeeping in preparation for the trip to the apple store. i wanted to take Lappy there AT THE MOMENT... but the soonest appointment available to me was Sunday morning.

OK. i waited.

I go to the apple store, feeling some hope that maybe all that needs to be done is a system restore. Fine. i backed my shit up. i'm feeling good. The appointment goes smoothly. i get some tips on keeping my HD clean, and apparently i also needed a new battery because i abuse mine too much. @_@; That was given to me for free. a $129 value!!! and i was hopeful and happy.

That day, i re-installed photoshop and all my goodies to make Lappy the 'same'. But i didn't go through everything that night. i got distracted with Cinco de Mayo celebrations... xD not really... we just ate and drank.

Ok. Monday morning.... i really was curious to see if my new drawings for Artist Alley were good enough for printing. So i went to Kinko's and they turned out great. but they still needed some editing with the colors.

At this point i was like, ok. i need to start on my softcore monday art. but i need to check if this DAMN scanner is gonna work. which...i never got a chance to check. because i needed the software, which was in my external HD. Once i install it, i get distracted once more because i realized i didnt have a file on Lappy that i needed. My PAST Artist Alley artwork.

i searched and searched... and then i realized....

I.... DIDN'T..... SAVE.... THAT.... FILE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the ONLY damn file that REALLY mattered... well... they all did but STILL!!! i couldnt remember to save THAT FUCKING FILE!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? i was so depressed.... so angry and so...... AUGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

what does this mean....?!

my art from last year's artist alley i have to RE-DO.... all....over.... again. because also... i THREW AWAY THE ORIGINAL LINEART!!!!!!!!

oh god... i was in shambles yesterday. almost all day... i wanted to die. (hahah, ok an exaggeration) but.... it was truly something that can bum you out. so that's why i havent even touched Softcore Monday art. and well... T_T there you have it. my first world problems.

this just means i have to spend EXTRA time on my artist alley stuff now. it's crunch time. 2 months till Anime Expo and i have a lot to do. -_-;; please dont be mad or ask me about Softcore Monday. i'll do it when i can. and if i dont respond to you or whatever... you know what i'm doing...

CATCHING UP!!! @___@;;;;;;;

*drags her limp body to work now*




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