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I kinda like this image more. ^_^;; I don't know why.... Now....to explain this.....this is pretty hard. This didn't happen during any of the season (although our hair indicates its season 5)

*sigh* Well......you could say that this is a feeling. I haven't felt this way since Mikaeru-Sama got 'sick' and went to the hospital for a long long time. It wasn't that I felt suicidal (maybe I'm in denial) But a part of me was dying slowly. I really wasn't the same person when he was gone. For that reason because he was close yet so very far away. I couldn't visit him and I couldn't do anything to bring him back....this was something he had to do on his own.

I guess what the picture is showing is himself someplace else knowing exactly what I'm feeling. He knows me very well. A little TOO well for his own good, and mine! ^^;;

I wrote this while he was gone. I wrote dozens of these during class in High School but I only kept so many. The rest were lost in my frustration and depression.

Mikaeru Sama! Please come back soon!
I miss you so much!
I want to see you again.
I want to see your sillay face,
I want to feel your warm embrace.
I want to have you in my sight,
I need you here, you are my light.
One week without you was too much!

Poor lovesick Runee.....