*runeechan

Hello all... havent really updated my journal in a while...

Anywho.... as you may or may not know... ~mikaeru has moved to texas. We used to live in the same city, same state. California. And now...he's a couple of states away... but thats really TOO far for me. *sniff*

Lets start at the beggining...to why this 'move' has made me sad....

*flashback to May 2007*
I had been working at my job for 1 1/2 years. And i was ready for a change. I was already in talks with my friend about working at The Home Depot where she works at. And stuff.... 2007 had consisted of hanging out with my friends.... And i must admit...its been one of the best years of my life...

Mikaeru-Sama and me..... we were still friends...but we HARDLY ever talked. Much i think was due to the fact that our work schedules were in the way of us seeing each other....but then also.... the fact that he was a drug addict. He (i truly feel) was NOT the same person. I dont know....i just felt deppressed around him. Like.... i cant explain the feeling. But i really asked myself... "How is this person my friend?! Im forcing myself to be around him.."

It was a horrible feeling...and i remember texting him randomly one day "why dont we hang out like we used to?" to which he responded, "We arent in school anymore like we used to be....we're different and have responsibilities." To which i asked, "So....are you going to give up on 'us'." To which he replied, "No!...."

It was like that for a while.... we rarely spoke, texted, saw each other....

Until one day....I was going to go to little tokyo. Almost everyone i knew couldn't come because of either work or school..... and then that left only ONE person. HIM. So i called him.... to which he answered and let me know ALOT of info.

He had been kicked out of his house....living on the streets for a while....then with this druggie friends...and so on. He began to plan to head out to the military and then...some. The military....didnt allow him though because of his failing drug test. But then besides THAT..... he also told me that his parents had to move before they lost the house.... *sigh* That meant.... their house was going on SALE.

June was a blur....
we hung out more than ANY year after finishing school. (2002) We went to the mall, hung out at the park, watched movies, played Wii .... alot of stuff.....

July was when the Expo occured and it was one of the best Anime Conventions EVER! The whole month we hung out more....talked more than ever.... so much that i decided to get a new phone/ and service provider. Verizon (woo!) And this allowed me to text and talk like mad (almost 900+ txt per month!!! wee!)

August was the month where we abused the beach. We did a thing where we went to the beach every DAY for a WEEK! it was so cool.... i got the perfect tan. x3 We even went to the Zoo. Wait that was july....i think.... Anywho.... more mall trips and random visits to our houses. However.....it was also the month in which his house was sold.... That meant that 30 days eskrow would make him leave just in the beggining of Sept. Our time together was being cut short....

September was it. It was my birthday. And then the day after my birthday we had our last beach trip. And i dropped him off his friend's house (who would drop him off the next day at LAX airport) i was already tired from work so the drive to his friends made me cranky (it was a LONG drive i think 1 1/2 hours?) Anywho.... when i dropped him off...and hugged him goodbye i was just crying. Couldnt stop crying.

Crying hard....and ...it had been a long time that i cried like that.

*sigh* yeah.... so... now...its been 2 weeks since he's been gone. And uh.... well y'all didnt need to read this whine fest but you know... ^_^ ;;;;

ah i miss him....... :deppressed:









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